Happy are those whose strength is in you (Psalm 84:5).

Yesterday was a day for me of feeling blah. The meditation at pickleball–i couldn’t even do it. I asked everyone just to be still and quiet for a minute with me. I had read many inspirational things to bring to meditation and I didn’t have any inspirational word. And I felt judgy about myself and then judgy that I was making anything about me anyway

And then this morning I’m reminded to stop looking for my own power / ability / charisma/ to sustain a thing. God, all our efforts rely on you to accomplish anything meaningful. Even the process, not just the result is a part of the lesson.