In his book, Let Your Life Speak, Parker Palmer describes functional atheists as people who claim they believe in God but function in their lives as atheists. “It’s the godless belief that the ultimate responsibility for everything rests with us.”
We may talk of our trust and faith in God, but we may doubt God will show up in time and wonder if we need to be the ones to make things happen. This results in a Christian witness and lifestyle that lacks spiritual integrity on a core level.

Functional atheism is not a new phenomenon. Sarah felt she had to take over for God and secure her lineage by giving Hagar to Abraham. Moses struck the rock instead of following God’s direction for securing water. Martha tried to inform Jesus on how he should handle Mary.
Functional Atheism is glaring in Jacob throughout his entire life (Genesis 25:19–34:27). God has promised him blessing and prosperity, but he insists on attaining it. He uses deception and manipulation for the desired outcomes in Esau and Laban. This struggle against God reaches its climax at the Jabbok River, where he wrestles with what might have been God himself. The fight seems to end in a stalemate, until Jacob still insists on control. He demands a blessing, but gets a dislocated hip instead.
Followers of Jesus and the churches that they form want big things and face huge challenges, but in reality have limited control over them. God is in control of it all. We are in control of ourselves. We control our responses to crises, conflicts and temptations. We decide whether or not to fulfill the vows made at our baptisms. We choose to place our lives in useful submission to God.
The truth is is, there is only one that can be God and it isn’t us.
